Sunday, January 17, 2010
2010. you have been so cruel. but i listen. for your lessons. i look at the past and see that i still have so much debris to clear out...
trying very hard not to let it all bring me down. yet feeling that i've already hit rock bottom. and the month is barely half over. only 17 days into a cycle of 365 days. year of the tiger.
i've let too much time go by...i'll be 48 this year. last time i really did some checking i was in my 30's.
i'm searching. looking for my motivation. is it love? money? beauty? i wonder what it will be that will push me through this depression?
what drives you?